This incident happened while I was a student of fourth grade, living in Valady.
As stated in the first chapter, the yearly temple festivals provide
joyous occasions to the villagers who live around. Such was the occasion
at the temple God Ayyappa in Kumarankary, near my school. The social
appeal of the festivities is constituted of traditional theatrical
performances, mentioned in the first chapter, and a Hindu religious
speech by a scholar-monk.
A famous scholar-monk by name Sreemat
Agamananda Swamikal was the speaker. He was a tall well-built man in his
fifties, having his own ‘Ashramam’ in Kalady, known as Advaita
Ashramam. He explained the Hindu spirituality. He stated that the human
body after the death of a person, would perish in the ashes; but the
human soul is immortal and be in God.
I was thrilled by his
speech. From the middle of the audience I moved forward to the front.
There were a number of books, mostly written by him in Malayalam and
English, spread out on the dais, in front of the audience. Quite eagerly
I looked at the books one by one including the inner pages. By the time
his speech was over others were also looking at the books and buying. I
came across a small Malayalam book titled ‘Sree Shankara’. I was
already intrigued by what the speaker said about Sree Shankara. He was
the formulator of the core belief system of Hinduism, ‘Advaita’, meaning
Oneness of the Godhead. The speaker presented that there are different
approaches by different religions to the same Godhead. Also the pathways
are different such as through wisdom, action, or asceticism to the
Godhead.
Most intriguing to me was Sree Shankaran’s life
history. When he was a child his mother took him to the Periyar River
for a bath. A crocodile caught him. He shouted to his mother on the
bathing ghat of the river, that the crocodile would let him go free, if
she allowed him to become a monk. His life was more important to the
mother than he becoming a monk. She consented to him. Then the crocodile
let him go free.
It was a moving story to me, whether it was
true or false. But it was true that as a teenager he left his mother in
Kalady and traveled all over India in 8th century, A.D. when there was
no transportation and most parts of India were covered by forests. He b
ecame
a very learned person and got into arguments and debates with many
learned persons in India. He defeated all of them by his wisdom and
logic of his arguments. After formulating Advaita he established Ashrams
of teaching in different parts of India, including in Kashmir in the
northern Himalayas.
I was eager to know his wisdom and logic of
thinking. My mother who took me to the festival did not have the money,
eight chakram, to buy the book. Chakram, was the lowest coin, like the
pence. I wanted to have the book. I wonder why I did not ask the Swami
to give me a book. Probably he was at the back of the stage, talking to
people. I did not even look left or right to check if anybody was seeing
me, when I took a copy of the book on Sree Shankaran and walked away. I
did not tell my mother or grandfather that I stole the book. At home I
read the book many times, and kept it as a treasure.
Sree
Shankara was in my mind, always thereafter. He wrote many books,
established many centers, got many disciples, and unfortunately died
around the age of thirty-two.
One cannot predict how a person's
life's events would take place. Looking back I am thrilled to note that
later I became a lecturer, eventually becoming a professor at Sree
Shankara college in Kalady, founded by Sreemat Agamananda Swamikal. I
was also a frequent visitor to Swami's Advaita Ashramam having frequent
discourses with him, my personal guru, Sreemat Naishtikananda Swamikal,
Sreemat Gananda Swamikal, and other Swamis. Later the Ashramam was given
to Sree Ramakrishna Mission. After Sree Shankaran, Sree Ramakrishna
Paramahamsan was the greatest exponent of Advaita. He did spiritual
exercises in all religions, including Islam and Christianity and arrived
at the spiritual realization of the Oneness of the Godhead.
In
1966 I came to the USA. In 1967-68 I was in East Carolina University
studying Indo-American philosophy and literature. As a result, I wrote
the thesis ‘Transcendental Self’, a comparative study of Hindu-Buddhist
philosophy and Henry David Thoreau’s ‘Walden’, published by University
Press of America. I continued my study of Hinduism and India philosophy,
especially led by Sree Shankara’s writings,- ‘Atma Bodha’, based on the
core Hindu writing, the upanishads.
These studies and research
supported by yoga psychology led me to the concept of Spiritual
Medicine, which is the ultimate realization of mental health, physical
wellbeing, contentment and happiness (Ananda).
‘Pranamam’ to Sree Shankaran! (Pranamam is the highest and most sacred term to Sree Shankaran)
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DR. A.K.B. PILLAI PhD, (COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY, NEW YORK)